9.26.2008

Wet City...

It's raining today. Blah!

Well, let me entertain you a bit before I start thinking about lunch. As some of you may know (or none of you... I don't know who reads this blog), my company is merging with another one effective October 1st. After that, plans are in place to physically move our office to the new company's headquarters downtown (near Ground Zero). Where I wouldn't usually care where we moved, this time around I have to. You see, as the office manager of this space now, I will be in charge of coordinating some (or most) of the move downtown. What does this mean? Working weekends and late nights. And the best part... I'm not eligible for overtime! Yeah! *sighs, then chuckles into a weeping sound*

At least I'll have this blog (for the time being) and my friends to keep me sane during those times (and possibly drunk).

9.25.2008

The End of the End...

Last you heard from me, I was typing "As this unravels, I'll truly see if these 16 months has been a wake up call for me". Well... SURPRISE!

Since that last post, my girl and I have parted ways. Not in the traditional sense (she's still living with me until the 30th), but apart nevertheless. In some ways, I feel relieved that this has happened. Like I stated once before, I don't believe I am the relationship type. As a result, my personality was one she couldn't stand anymore. My lack of motivation to return to school... my "non-boyfriend" qualities... the way I choose to live my life (and not a "normal" one). Yes folks... this is truly a mixed blessing.

Having issues the last few months has caused me to revert back to smoking. I don't like smoking as much as the next person, but I find it as something legal that can kill me faster (or help me live forever). However, one bonus out of all of this is the fact that I've been exercising more. Either I subconsciously use it to relieve stress around me, or I'm preparing for a fall season that will have me playing the role of James Bond every other day (except with a Sam Adams and not a martini). Can you believe I have peck muscles? I didn't know I had those! Awesome!

So I will leave you all for now. Lots of changes have occurred since my last posts, and I plan on going into more detail about them soon. For example, I've gotten promoted... my job is merging with another company... and I seem to be running into more and more people from my past. With that, adios!

P.S.
With my new outlook in life coming up on me fast, I've decided to revert to a name I have used in the past. Panama Red is gone. He was a man trying to find himself amidst indecision and belittlement. Please welcome back Dead at 21! I know it sounds more dreary and depressing, but it's the moniker that brought me from depression into happiness (as temporary as it lasted).